Exam are over

How you wan ur life to be,

is all in ur hand.

Friendship is created by urself

So are enermies?

When once tried their best,

When once set a goal,

When once give up everything

& their fear

NTH is IMPOSSIBLE

Is hard to have frens

who cares;

who is 100% truthful to you;

who you can confide ur probs to;

who can always be there for you

and gif you advice.

Sometimes

it depend on luck too ((=

let alone the type of people you are mixing with.

Sometime ppl around you do care,

bt doesnt noe how to show it.

But no matter wad,

Just wanna let you noe tat

Right here,

You have mie who

will always be there for you, rain or shine.

Im not gonna leave

you ALONE.

All i could say is

I love you Deeply ((=

You knew that, babe.

soo chill yea?

Even if we were to be fren once again,

I will still be there

for you.

But i believed,

this day wont come +))

Weet =))
Finally its all over between
This was the day im looking forward to

Stress gonee
Lots of Shopping
& Dating gonna take over from now onn..

yeeppies ((=

3 Cheers for our final paper @ 11pm
We did it man..

all the hard work
all the midnite oil
all the sacrifices we had given
had ended by today
21st FEB x))

I guess it really paid off
Quite confidence for passing FON, AAP, PHARM x))
How well it is, no one knows

Guess wad?
It was my 1st time
leaving examination room earlier for AAP & PHARM
30 to 45 mins earlier =Xx

Bt felt pretty sadd for CMB =((
A Nitemare for everyone
Hurr~
Is a tough paper infact
Everyone was flipping soo loudly
venting the anger on the paper
Majority gave up & left early
Everyone walked out of the examination room
wif PISSED on their face and not a + PEACE +

yep~
Only hope i cld at least just pass
A D-grade
and i will be contented man..
+ God Bless +
No one wanna retake this module
It’s SUX

Thanks god,
Didnt enter life science man..
If Not im gonna stuck with DNA, GENE, PCR?!?!
For CMB module x((

Last paper for today ended at 11am
Bud almost everyone left early.
That’s does not EXCLUDE MIE x))

Went to townn area with my 2 dearrie +))
yepp my dearrie..
Rei & Hannah
xD

After soo long,
like on the last day of year 1?
we finally made it for Sakae Buffet in heeren?!?!
and guessed that was our 3rd time outin?

Goshh
I cant believed the way
& the quantity we ate mann..
It’s hell lots..

Stayed till 5.15pm
and we left.
Overall it was a great outing yea? +))
Looking forward to our outing again
+Kissssssssssss+

Goshhh..
Hannah & i are in love with 1 of the topshop long sleeve top x))
Darn freeakkin nice
haishh
bt it cost $84
its hell lotsss…
Not worthy…

heeyy
guessed wad?
Since im not gonna work during holiday
I guess im gonna be like pretty broke?

and yea…
Sakae cost mie 18
IM BROKE

But Im stil happiieee +))
Just when i left with nothin in my wallet for today
Just when i was about to withdraw my money in painnn
I found my APRIL PAY in my cupboard ((+
its like $88.50??
Such a nice digit yeaa??
and i forgot about it man X=

The feelinn is like
“The Heaven Drop Money“
to fill up my wallet xD

Felt that money is never enough~
i wanna SAVE UP MORE
RahhhhHh~

Guessed wad?!?
I thought of my 2nd ex @ 1am?!?
juz bcuz of the date “21st”

it was moii sweet “21st” of the month
and tml “22nd” will be my 1st ex
and “2nd” is my dear
x))

last and not least,
this song in my blog “part of it only”
remind mie of Sunshine ((x
A song that both of us had sang @ opp fullerton
it was him who perk mie up wif regard of Calvin

ooOoOHH~
think i cld really sociolise with all my guys fren
and cldnt make it with my gal side
x((
tiss is freakinn retarded

hahh~
well, mie & calvin are pretty close now
Dun worry,
we are very good fren x))

Gonna like meet up with him next weekend?
Soo excited about it.
1 year 3 months din meet up wif him
and time flies mann…
Knew him like 1 yr 8 mths x)
Gonna see his new bike

As for alvin,
I doubt i will meet him
cuz of the truth tat i had found out.
Juz hope that he can work harder for his singing
and able to produce his own album one day.
He sing pretty well~
Good for him, JIA YOU!

Im happiee
Cuz exam had ended
xD
Freakkin retarded,
i noe

Valentine day

A Gift that Dear had given mie

before he left to brunei

A gift that cost mie $100

Lots of afford was put in

to give dear a memorable

21st Bdae:

Photo Book filled with caption and 99 pictures,

which consist of his friend, my friends and our photos

Mixed chocolate in a JarSpread This nicely inside the box

for Fragrance Cake that i bake for himThe dining area was filled with candles around it.

And to our surprised,

we used 21 candles!!

which made his 21st bdae more meaningful

xD

Photos taken on 14 Jan

@ Justin house without darling knowing it.

Purpose is to surprised darling

as it was her 19th bdae

Justin was soo sweet to plan everything.

hah~ First time see darling cried.

=X

Dear Blowing balloon

Look at the number of balloon we had blown

just to decorate justin hse

Didnt go anyway on CNY DAY 1

In fact i went to work with suzanna

@ her mum workplace [hawker]

from 6pm to 11pm

and i earned about $81

gee…

the boss soo nice nor

Still gave mie ang bao..

wee~

well, is my new experience

to work in hawker [bbq stall].

Cos have to pull customer,

Take order,

Serve them

It may be tiring than workin in hotel.

But the salary is much more than hotel.

hehee

Photos taken during CNY DAY 2

Went to visit my grandma and cousin.

hee~

Something simple and nice for the day

Though there isnt any ang bao taken from my mum side

But its alrite.

Taken @ my cousin room

Used to play in his room when im small

I love his banana xD

At late evening,

we proceed to my dad side

hmm~ all the while i didnt enjoy cny with them

What they always do

is just GAMBLE GAMBLE & GAMBLE

sian~

Now i realised tat,

it wasnt becos i doesnt noe how to play cards mahjong etc

thats why i dun play.

But it was partly becos im NOT INTERESTED

I can play cards a few rounds

and getting sick of it.

So it doesnt matter if i noe mahjong a not.

Seemed like an alien in my family~

Everyone in my family love mahjong, cards game,

but i will always end up being alone

toking to my dad, mum and aunties.

even my younger cousin, JOYCE
started gambling since PRIMARY 3?!?!

good luck to her x/

My brother knows how to play,

But they dun enjoyed either.

Perhaps it was the gene from my parent.

Cuz they dun gamble too

Is that a good thing or a bad thing?

hah~

i Got no idea..

Sometime good things, can be a bad things too

Stay at my cousin hse till 9plus
and head home.
Kor drove us back.
Met up with dear at my hse downstair
for 1 hr.
Misses him!!

Our first photos taken after attached

and then we went home at 11pm

Photos taken on CNY DAY 3, went to darling house together with cheryl, ai yue, shi hui, justin and dear

Photos taken on CNY 4 day, din go anyway as i have to study for my 1st paper which is held on the next day. dear came to find mie. He disappointed mie by sayin he cldnt come and i believed in it. and of cos i cried cos i misses him lots…hah~ bt in the end i outsmart him when his friend called mie and told mie he [his friend] is wiating for mie downstair. I doesnt believed it at all. cos i noe the person who is downstair is dear and not his friend. his friend is just helping him to trick mie go down so that dear can surprised mie. Well, i knew his friend too much, if he has any problem he will always call mie and wont make the effort to come all the way from yishun. soo yep.

den dear passed mie a valentine day gift and insist mie to open at home as he’s going outfield from tue to fri. went home after meeting him for an hour.

This was wad he gave mie for valentine =)

Yep i was TOUCHED,
for once a guy folded mie flower.
Gee~
Yesh~
Love you dear,
Muack

Though we gotta
Miss our 1st Valentine Day.
But ur flowers do perk mie up
xD

and NOW,
I really miss you DEEPLY.
all becos of ur outfield =/
nbm…
After exam, i can pei You throughout the whole weekend
=)

Tmr Is valentine day,
hee

Wishing all my DARLING:

Darling, Geradine from Primary school
Darling, Jessica from secondary school
Darling, Pei Yu from Nee Ann
Darling, Yan Lin from mandarin
Cutie Pie, Jun Ping from Primary school
Concubine, Adora from Nee Ann
Emperor, Nyit Shen from Online
Sunshine, “unknown” from outside friend
Lao Gong, cat from STC
Special Dear, Jun Jie

A Happy Valentine Day
to YOU~
Muackie~
Love you ppl ❤

CNY

Gong Xi Fa Cai,
Ji Xiang Ru Yi,
Wang Shi Ru Yi,
Nian Nian You Yu,
Shen Ti Jian Kang,
Xing Xiang Shi Cheng,
Bu Bu Gao Shen,
Xue Ye Jin Bu,
Wang Shi Ru Yi,

HAPPY NEW YEAR!
cheers~

Hopefully tis year may be a smoother yr for everyone,
economy get better, everyone get higher pay.
Dreams come true.
Get good grade.
Less patients of cos!!

All the while, apart from collecting ang bao,
i dun see any special about CNY.
I find it boring in fact.
Maybe of the way i was being brought up ba
the only thing i like is REUNION DINNER.
Nice food presented,
eating as a family,
the feelin is just soo GREAT!!
maybe tats the only time when everyone eat together?
xD

which is why im envious of darling.
she has family day almost every week.
Despite of the things she are going thru,
but she gain sth that i will never have
and tat is the bond within the family and relatives.

cos somehow i feel that im kind of drifted from my relative.
My cousins especially.
They are like soo adult?
and there are nth for us to tok?
Secondly, we hardly meet up. [twice a yr?]
and tat was how i was being isolated during festival.
and therefore, i choose to be quiet
In fact i felt better tis way.

My mum side wasnt too bad,
Population quite small
and im able to sociolise with my cousins?
However,
Tis year CNY, might be a little different for mie.
Cant really go to my mum side to celebrate.
and tis yr will be the first year
celebrating CNY without my grandpa.

aniwae my grandma went back for cny
Misses her soo much
cant wait to see her.
she’s my only grandma left.
doubt she can remember mie
haishh~

HAH~
why am i spoiling the mood?
isnt it suppose to be a happy mood for tis festival?
xD

Going emo soon…
i guess?
My past had been flashing back lately.

aniwae i had never like CNY for the past 8 yrs.
Initially it was some health prob that occur on mie when i was in P4
and no one noe abt it.
den blah blah
and when i grew up to be a teenager
the issue is regarding family.

Shopping with ping

Went to school for lesson.
Its soo lame alrite?
Cos the lessons is like 2 hrs onli?

Met up with ping @ queensway bus stop
to do my last cny shopping!
made our way to Harbourfront & Vivo.
Still searching for white shoe with heel.
Disappointment was given!
Either not nice, or too high

Den we decided to make our trip to town
Hopefully to clear all my shopping list by today.
First, we went to far east.
It was pretty crowded.

Went to mondo,
wanna try the slipper there.
But well, too many ppl as there are some promotion going on.
So GAVE UP!

Eventually a Top “long sleeve blouse” caught my eye.
it was pretty nice
But it cost about 36 cuz of the brand?
xD
so i choose to GAVE UP =(

Saw 2 nice top @ bus stop
but it doesnt worth the price tat the buyer gonan pay for it
The material is soo thin
and is like as though its easily tear
and yet it cost abt $29?
soo yep, GAVE UP

bt guess wad i bought?
and it cost mie like $21.90?
haha
Im soo proud of myself,
For the first time i Buy it personally xD
shhh~
Only Ping, dear and adora get to noe abt it

den went to have our dinner @ mac
Order student fillet old fish.
Gosh, din noe it increases the price to 4.50!!

Made our way to Heeren after dinner.
Went to four leaf and see shawl
Saw one tat is really nice bt wasnt the one tat i planning to buy
and it cost about 29.90?
Its soo darn expensive =/
and i GAVE UP buying.

But thank god i gave up,
cos i saw a even nicer shawl at the other shop,
sth tat i wanna buy
sth sweet and easy to match with informal clothes
sth tat is much cheaper!
$14.90 =D
and it was the last piece

Went to wisma “topman”
to find nice belt.
i dun mind spend abt 39 on a belt as long as its lasting and nice
bt well there isnt anithin tat caught my eyes
nth tat i think the product is worth tat price.
soo didnt bought any!
Sad…

Currently searching for stylish black belt
A belt tat will made mie look emo?
esp with my black skinny jean + black shoe + black tee?
xD

ping, the elderly =x
hahaa…
been suanning her abt how old she is.
It was pretty funny, and she cldnt stand mie.
But no matter wad i said, she love sticky with mie.
LOL…
Must be i too fragrance liao xD

PING, I LOVE YOU!!
MISSIN YOU~
LETS SHOP AFTER EXAM =)
maybe not shop la,
just hanging around spore
gee

Shopping list since Nov 2007:
-Perfume (x)
-Body wash & lotion from body shop (x)
-Both white and black caligan (x)
-Big bag (x)
-Dress (x)
-Shawl (x)
-Gray skinny (x)
-Black skinny (x)
-Grey jean skirt (x)
-Black tube (x)
-Black flat shoe (x)
-Black slipper
-white shoe with heel
-Black belt
-White jean short
-Basic top

Im soo proud of myself,
Tis is my first time settle my shopping list within 2 days.

and ohh~
my cupboard is bursting soon >.<

Talking about old.
really nothing to say about the youngester.
They look soo pretty soo cute and soo sweet.
yet they dress up till they looked darn old.
a 14 yrs old gal dressin up like 22?

Putting fake long and thick eye lashes which look like monster?
Drawing thick eyeliner tryin to look like a doll but look like a monster?
Wearing sth revealing when they gt nothing to show?
Putting thick make up like some thick dough on the face?
wad is tis world coming to?

Accepted Dear

And Right Now,

I had an very impt issue to share with

EVERYONE.

Not juz you alone,

But all my frens

&

my peeps!!

After having soo many thoughts,

I had finally made up my mind

YEESHH~

like FINALLY.

Guess wad?

it was really touching

that a guy cld change for a gal yea?

Not all guy has the gut.

But im Blessed to have a guy

who love mie,

who care for mie,

who dote mie.

&

Last and not least,

Willing to change for mie

and improve himself.

yeppies~

and tis guy im tokin about

is not just any guy

out there.

But a guy who meant a lot to mie

a guy, who i really love

& dote

a guy, who i really care

til i teared.

This special Guy,

That Im talking about

Is NONE other than

Teo Jun Jie.

Yep,

No joke!

He’s the Guy.

A Guy who willing to change.

A Guy that,

i had finally decided

to spend the rest of my life with.

SINCE

020208

9pm

Opp Fullerton.

Under the rain,

Standing near the sea,

Not far away from the merlion,

Next to the land pole,

We promised

to hold our hand

&

continue our Next journey

together

May god bless us

to have a smooth journey ahead,

as loving as before

and bless us

with never FADING love

Dear Dear,

on this special day

i accepted you as a BF.

Thanks for all the care

& endless LOVE

that you had shower mie

since september 07

On 21 July 07

Fate had brought us together

On 7 September 07

I gave you my 1st kiss

On 13 September 07

You held my hand for the very 1st time

&

things get to changed after that

My heart beats for you

even more

I knew you are the one

If you werent the one,

i wouldnt have dreamt of

your hse, ur mum, ur ex

even before i visited your hse

& everythings seemed soo real.

If you werent the one,

things wont be soo coincidence 1.

Darling jess was ur ex colleague.

You know how precious she was to mie.

If you werent the one,

things wont be so coincidence 2.

Your cousin wouldnt be my junior.

If you werent the one,

things wont be so coincidence 3.

Your coursin is darling geradine’s cousin’s bestie.

But the most importantly,

If you werent the one

i wouldnt have know you in NDP

and now

we had finally got together

on 2 Febuary 2008.

Now i had given us a status.

I believed i should perform my role as a GF.

I will put in effort to be the best GF

giving less worries to the BF

& showering you with endless sweet love

soo smile~

and work harder for our future.

while enjoyin every little sweet moment

tat we have

I love you, dear

Muack